Abstract
Purpose:
A cancer diagnosis can greatly affect adolescents and young adults (AYAs), especially those in their late teens and early twenties, who might have their special needs. This study aimed to understand the experiences of the AYAs who were diagnosed between 15 and 24 years of age in Japan, thinking about the care guide supporting them, from the time of their cancer diagnosis through the rest of their lives.
Methods:
Data were collected using semi-structured interviews, which were audio recorded and transcribed verbatim. Qualitative analysis of the transcripts was used to categorize these into themes for comprehensive interpretation.
Results:
Twenty AYAs participated; they were diagnosed between the ages 15 and 23 and were 19–29 years old at the time of the interview. In total, 14 core categories were identified, consisting of three themes (1) There is a feeling of distance between the cancer and me, (2) I face “my cancer” in my way, and (3) I feel that I would be okay with “my cancer.”
Conclusions:
AYAs had their way of dealing with cancer while experiencing a distant feeling between themselves and the presence of the disease during their cancer journey. Although the process was not simple, they tried to live their lives in their own way, believing that they would be okay. Nurses must respect and understand that AYAs have a process of facing their own cancer with time and watch over AYAs’ experiences to appropriately support them to successfully proceed further.
Background
Survival rates and response to cancer treatment that develop in the age group of adolescents and young adults(AYAs) are distinctive.1–4 This generation faces psychological and social consequences while receiving treatment after cancer diagnosis.5–10 It has recently become clear that there are issues related to their unmet needs.11–13
In 2015, the Japanese government indicated the need for an unprecedented survey of the medical care and research for the AYA generation, 14 which is defined as those between the age of 15 and 39, comprising about 2.5%–3% of all cancer patients.15,16 Subsequently, the Cancer Control Promotion Council stated new strategies for AYAs in its “Phase Three Basic Plan to Promote the Cancer Control Program” 17 in 2018. The number of patients aged 15–24 years per hospital was remarkably small, 18 so it is anticipated that medical professionals have little experience working with cancer patients from this generation, predicting a challenge in caring for them. 19 It was also reported that there were differences between the treatment and care systems of cancer patients under and those over the age of 25. 20
Recently, Arnett 21 has described the idea of “emerging adulthood” as a period of preparation before adulthood. In the process of social independence, members of that age group gain confidence in themselves and imagine their dreams and hopes for the future 22 while experiencing new life events. In Japan, the length of hospitalization for cancer treatment is longer than that in Europe and the United States.23,24 It is predicted that the sense of isolation and its impact on the patient’s life during hospitalization may be quite significant. Marshall 25 has described the experience of survivors diagnosed with cancer during this period as an uncertain situation in which the dual experiences of “adolescence” and “cancer” cause them to deviate from the norms of daily life and wander the boundaries. In addition, it has been reported that their needs change throughout their cancer experience and trajectory26,27 as they try to maintain a sense of self-control while facing the challenges associated with the effects of the disease. 28 Furthermore, it has been said that AYAs have challenges after treatment, 29 so they need psychosocial support.1,6,8,12,13,30
This study’s purpose is to understand the experiences of the cancer journey of AYAs who are in their late teens and early twenties. We believe that understanding this experience from the time of diagnosis to the rest of their lives is a crucial perspective to consider when providing care for this generation.
Methods
Participants
Participants included those who were diagnosed with cancer between the ages of 15 and 24 after 2015. Eligibility requirements were as follows: if they (1) had been hospitalized for cancer treatment, (2) were not hospitalized at the time of the study, (3) were under 30 years of age, (4) understood their own diagnosis and treatment, and (5) could talk about their experience. Those who were judged by their doctors to be difficult and those in the terminal stages of cancer were excluded.
Setting and recruitment
Participants were recruited using a convenience sampling method. We contacted six institutions; three university hospitals, two cancer center, one general hospital, which have expensive experience in care and follow-up of AYAs, and also one large peer support group of AYA operating on a national scale. After institutional review boards affiliated with the author and each sample-recruiting institution, the contact person of each institution guided the participants and extended the invitation of participation. Those interested in the study contacted the first author via telephone or email, following which the latter explained the study in detail and scheduled an interview. All procedures were approved by the institutional review boards of Kyoto University and each sample-recruiting institution.
Data collection
A descriptive qualitative methodology was undertaken to gain in-depth and unique stories of the experiences of AYAs with cancer. To ensure the rigor and transparency of the qualitative methods, we used the Consolidated Criteria for Reporting Qualitative Research checklist. 31 The data were collected from March 2021 to March 2022. Participants were allowed to choose the interview method: in person or over the internet (using Zoom). Before the interviews, they were asked to fill out a demographic fact sheet. Face-to-face interviews were conducted for each participant, using a semi-structured interview guide (Table 1) which was developed to obtain narratives of participants’ experiences. All interviews were conducted by the first author. The participants were encouraged to talk freely, and based on their episodes, the author asked them to describe the situation in more detail and about their feelings and the reason why they felt that way at that time. All interviews were audio recorded in Japanese with the consent of participants. The participants were given gift cards as compensation for their time and involvement in this study.
Sample Interview Questions
Data analysis
The interviews were transcribed verbatim, and transcripts were reviewed repeatedly and coded based on the meaning unit that expresses feelings, perceptions, and values for participants’ lives after being diagnosed with cancer. Using an inductive approach, identical and similar codes were combined into the same categories temporarily. The authors discussed the process of reconsidering and reconfirming the coding and categorization periodically and repeated this by returning to the narrative when there was no consistent interpretation during the process. After all categorizations were complete, they led to the determination of certain themes as comprehensive interpretations of AYAs’ cancer experience.
Results
Participant characteristics
Twenty participants met the eligibility criteria and were approved for the study. The average age was 23.1 years (range: 19–29) and the average time since their first diagnosis was 52 months (range: 15–70). No one was hospitalized in the special unit for AYAs; 9 were in the pediatric ward and 11 were in the adult ward. Participants’ demographics are presented in Table 2. Each participant had one interview, with an average duration of 87.45 minutes (range: 58–104).
Demographic and Clinical Characteristics of Participants
AYAs’ experience throughout the cancer journey
Fourteen core categories were identified as AYAs’ experiences after their cancer diagnosis. These categories consisted of three themes: (a) There is a feeling of distance between the cancer and me, (b) I face “my cancer” in my way, and (c) I feel that I would be okay with “my cancer” (Fig. 1).

AYAs’ experience throughout the cancer journey. AYA’s, adolescents and young adults.
Theme 1: There is a feeling of distance between the cancer and me
AYAs felt like there was a distance between their cancer and themselves from the time of their diagnosis to the present; sometimes, their cancer seemed far away, and sometimes close (Table 3).
Theme 1: There is a Feeling of Distance Between the Cancer and Me
Before AYAs were diagnosed with cancer, they thought that nothing was seriously wrong even if they had unusual symptoms. They avoided consulting a doctor because of their busy schedules. Even after they were diagnosed, they did not feel that it was happening to them but were afraid and confused about their illness and impending cancer treatment, which led to worrying about their future.
For most participants, the cancer treatment started soon after their diagnosis while they were still ignorant about their cancer. However, as the treatment progressed, they began noticing and experiencing side effects and certainly began to realize that they had cancer. After this recognition, they were sometimes confused, anxious, and uncertain. It was difficult for them to feel like themselves because they felt desperate; sometimes they felt lonely during hospitalization and wished they had a peer who could understand them.
Toward the end of treatment and hospitalization, AYAs were delighted at the prospect of discharge and the feeling of freedom from their cancer and anticipated returning to their normal lives. However, AYAs could not do as much as they wanted to because of their declining physical strength owing to their treatment and long hospitalization, thus feeling different from their peers. They felt that the cancer was still affecting them and realized that they would not be able to return to their normal lives right away.
Even as AYAs resumed socialization, they felt that the presence of cancer affected their lives. One such concern was about recurrence of the disease and complications. They also felt like they would not be able to resume their lifestyle as they had previously imagined or that there were no good prospects in their future because of the cancer. Concurrently, AYAs felt that the cancer had brought something meaningful to them and, hence, there were positive aspects of the disease.
Theme 2: I face “my cancer” in my way
AYAs always had a way of dealing with cancer regardless of how they felt about the distance between their illness and themselves (Table 4). Even though AYAs felt far away from cancer at the time of the diagnosis, they felt that they had to undergo treatment to survive and return to their normal lives. As AYAs became more aware that they had cancer and grew accustomed to their treatment, they began to cope in their own ways to ensure a positive outcome. Even if they felt pain because of the side effects of treatment, they endured the symptoms. They were motivated to complete their treatment and also thought to do their best to overcome the disease for the sake of their friends, parents, and others who supported them. They recognized that their priority was to face and receive the treatment at hand and they tried to believe in a positive outcome and to have optimistic thoughts and attitude.
Theme 2: I Face “My Cancer” in My Way
Although AYAs occasionally felt the presence of cancer, they had the desire or hope to be themselves. Most AYAs hoped to live without any relation to their illnesses, and some cared for their own health and managed the physical conditions. Some thought that they would like to live without making their disease something special, whereas some thought that they would like to make use of their experiences and live a life without regrets.
Theme 3: I feel that I would be okay with “my cancer”
Throughout the process of their cancer journey, AYAs had the feeling that they would be okay (Table 5). When they were diagnosed unexpectedly, they thought that their cancer would eventually be cured, with or without reason. Most of them were not worried about it, even though they could not understand their treatment. AYAs who could spend time with other patients of the same age felt their hospitalization enjoyable and being supported by the presence of their peers. Only one joined peer support group during hospitalization and seven AYAs began interacting after discharge because they did not have information or were not ready to attend the group.
Theme 3: I Feel That I Would Be Okay With My Cancer
Most AYAs felt that they were the same and no different from their friends today as they were before they had cancer. They cared about their health but also thought that their cancer would be okay.
Discussion
In our study, we found that AYAs, who received a cancer diagnosis in their late teens or early twenties, felt a distance between themselves and their cancer, and that although the meaning of the presence of cancer in their lives varied over time, they had their own way of dealing with the cancer and were trying to proceed further. However, the process was difficult as they were trying to move forward toward their own goals and hopes while maintaining a balance between confusion and loneliness and feeling that they were okay.
For AYAs, the treatment started right after the cancer diagnosis, and it might have been too sudden for them to recognize that their illness was real, thus it might be difficult for them to catch up. AYAs might think that they had no choice but to get treatment as a coping mechanism, 32 and this allowed them to focus on not wanting to die and to be cured, rather than to understand the situation well enough to make a choice. It is also possible that the shock of the cancer diagnosis prevented them from keeping up with reality. 27 The fact that it was difficult for AYAs to realize that they had cancer was similar to Pearce’s study. 33 However, once AYAs came to realize that cancer was their own matter, they began to face it. This may be owing to the fact that the existence of cancer has changed from a formless threat to something that can be understood 34 through their actual experiences.
Regardless of if sometimes their cancer threatened them and they lost a sense of self, AYAs tried to maintain a positive attitude and not be pessimistic to give this their best shot. AYAs might have developed a strategy to maintain a positive attitude 35 by restructuring their cognition to focus on the present rather than worrying about the future; this was similar to the Bennett’s report. 36 This positive attitude may be the avoidance of the negative situation they face.
Having a sense of “I am okay” may also support their negative situation and is an important coping mechanism when facing treatment with some degree of hope. The sense of “I am okay” may be influenced by their self-esteem 37 or self-centeredness. It is also reported that it is difficult for young people with cancer to articulate the numerous obstacles they face and those around them may not understand what is happening to them; worrying what those around them think results in them controlling their feelings and taking positive steps to avoid feeling depressed. 38 In our study, AYAs experienced side effects but tolerated the symptoms as something that would pass; hence, they rarely talked about their suffering with their health care providers. AYAs might hesitate to ask health care professionals or feel ashamed to express their feelings and symptoms. We need to respect that AYAs have their own way of facing these aspects by trying to avoid the negative. However, we also have to understand that they may feel desperate and lonely; they are on the edge of spending life under medical treatment. As a result of hospitalization being long in duration in Japan,23,24 comprehensive psychosocial support system for AYAs has just started in some institution. 39 It is urgent to build a support system that is needed to enable AYAs to express themselves and not to suffer from a sense of isolation.
As in the previous report,36,40 the experience of cancer, which can be life-threatening, defines their own quality of life. They discover new goals or hopes for the future and also try to live well. Moreover, it is reported that there were some survivors who thought that they had to remain positive and felt more pressure to live as a cancer survivor. 41 In our study, AYAs had the anxiety of returning to real life and also the frustration of not being able to get back to normal life right away. It has been reported that it is difficult for them to share this feeling with peers other than cancer patients of the same generation. 42 We believe that participation in peer support groups is useful; however, interactions with peers could be stressful for some AYA patients, as they might feel guilty owing to comparison with other people. 43 Hence, it is crucial to consider providing them with information about the peer group in a way that they prefer,44,45 creating a comfortable environment for them, both during hospitalization and after discharge.
The fact that they were proceeding forward by living well in their own way with believing that they would be okay can be seen as a positive coping mechanism. However, health providers need to understand that there is the possibility that AYAs are under pressure to live like this and their coping mechanism could be based on loneliness. It has been reported that AYAs often make decisions about receiving treatment in collaboration with their parents and health care providers, 36 and also that teenage patients feel secure and trust that their parents know them well. 46 Furthermore, their brains may still have difficulty processing the complex information. 47 Most of the participants in our study had not yet reached the age of adulthood and may have faced the treatment with the hope that their parents would understand, even if they did not. It is also necessary to respect their own values and to share these without misunderstanding whether they have captured the correct information about their physical situations and the effects by collaborating with their parents.
Our study has some limitations. The participants were those who expressed interest in telling their stories. Hence, there is a possibility that the experiences of AYAs who did not participate may be different. However, our results are not extremely biased because the narratives were obtained from AYAs who received treatment at multiple facilities in Japan. However, this survey was not a prospective one, but rather a reflection of AYAs’ experiences; hence, there might be certain limitations in recalling their experiences over time.
In addition, most of the participants in our study were interviewed within 1–5 years after treatment, except one with obvious complications. This may depict fewer expressions of negative aspects of their cancer experience. Because more than 5 years after treatment, AYAs’ concerns about their disease and complications may have changed with altering life events. Therefore, it is important to obtain long-term information on how AYAs’ perception of the presence of cancer and the way of dealing with it changes their future.
Conclusion
AYA cancer patients in their emerging adulthood tried living their lives while feeling the presence of their cancer and tried to control themselves and proceed further in their chosen direction trying to withhold stress by feeling, “I am okay.” The AYA generation is constantly “living on the edge.” It is important for nurses to understand that AYAs have a process of facing their own cancer as time goes by, and they must monitor whether they are proceeding forward with the belief that they are doing okay to provide them appropriate support.
Footnotes
Acknowledgments
The authors gratefully appreciate the participants for their study, and also the peer support group and the institution that referred participants to them.
Authors’ Contributions
N.T.: Led the conceptualization, data analysis, and interpretation writing—drafting the article. M.M.: Supervised the entire research process. All authors approved the final version of the article.
Author Disclosure Statement
No competing financial interests were declared.
Funding Information
No funding was received for this article.
