Abstract
Over the last few decades, ethnographers have begun to orient to the digital world as both a site of new data and a domain of study itself. Alongside new technologies has come a host of emergent ethical dilemmas. In this methodological paper, I describe some of the ethical challenges and productive possibilities of going digital when engaged in ethnographic research. Drawing upon the theory of affordances, I discuss the ongoing ethical debate around what counts as public versus private, as well as the closely related concerns regarding treating online data as texts versus that which is generated by human subjects. I also examine some of the potential affordances of going digital, including the possibility of leveraging digital spaces to expand representation and engage citizen researchers. Throughout, I draw upon empirical examples from a virtual ethnography focused on the everyday life of a woman who identifies as autistic.
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Introduction
Qualitative researchers have long used a variety of tools to shape and at times even generate new research practices. From the ethnographer’s use of pen and paper to recording what is happening in a particular context to the use of mobile devices for recording the everyday activities of participants, researchers of all types interact in some way with tools. And, in the everyday work of qualitative researchers, the very notion of a tool encompasses both theoretical constructs and analytical practices that are often supported by technologies (Gilbert et al., 2014). More particularly, in the digital age, new and emergent technologies have resulted in new sources of qualitative data and approaches to analysis, as well as a myriad of ethical dilemmas (Paulus et al., 2014). The use of digital tools in qualitative research has not been without controversy (Davidson & di Gregorio, 2011), and, even today, serves to stir both excitement and great debate (see, for example, Paulus et al., 2013).
Over the last two decades in particular, ethnographers have begun to view the internet and other digital spaces as both a tool for data collection (e.g., conducting online interviews) and as a research site in and of itself (e.g., studying the ways in which youth represent their identities on Facebook; Markham, 2006; Paulus et al., 2014). Such digital spaces have also been described as affording opportunities for researchers to take their research outside the domain of academic journals and books, engaging with research participants in public and visible ways (Vannini, 2012). For example, Call-Cummings’s (2015) participatory ethnography, which focused on Latino youth’s racialized school experiences, resulted in a jointly developed website whereby the youth’s everyday stories were represented visually, narratively, and perhaps most controversially, in publicly visible ways. Yet, notably, there remains a need to continue examining the methodological implications of ethnographies going digital, with the move to such visible, public spaces resulting in emergent ethical challenges, as well as possibilities for engaging people in public and potentially meaningful ways.
The purpose of this article is to offer some methodological perspectives on the ethical considerations and affordances inherent to virtual ethnographies. Here, I attend to both the unique possibilities and ethical tensions that arise when engaging in research that is carried out within the public domain (Vannini, 2012), specifically within the context of the internet and social media sites. With the theory of affordances (Norman, 1999) positioned as a backdrop to my discussion, I emphasize both the possibilities and constraints of going digital and call for ongoing dialogue around ethnographies going digital, particularly as we seek to re-envision who can and should participate in the research process. While the focus of this article is methodological in scope, for illustrative purposes, I draw upon empirical examples from a virtual ethnography focused on the everyday representations made by Dee 1 —a nonverbal autistic 2 individual. This virtual ethnography includes a close analysis of postings from a public website, twitter feeds, and YouTube channel wherein Dee engages in representing her identity(ies), as well as responds (implicitly and explicitly) to the ways in which outsiders orient to her way of being in the world. This ongoing research study is situated within a postcritical perspective (Noblit et al., 2004), which aligns closely with my positionality.
Thus, prior to discussing the broader methodological literature and highlighting the ethical constraints/dilemmas and productive possibilities of ethnography and qualitative research going digital, I feel it is important to situate my perspective in relation to the research experiences that brought me to study and make sense of going digital. For as Driscoll and Gregg (2010) argued, “online ethnography” should begin with the researcher “being specific about the histories and investments” they bring to the research, which includes their “online, personal and professional lives” (pp. 17–18). I thus first briefly share my own work in engaging in virtual ethnography and related positionality.
My Journey of Going Digital: “Cell Phones Rusting Next to Computers”
I prefer we meet online. It’s less exhausting for me. I think better. Talk better. You’ll understand me differently—better—if we do this.
It’s your call. Can you tell me more about your preference?
I can be myself in there. I can type and not be judged—at least not right away. My body performs “dumb”—I know that. But online I can be me in my space and you see what I want you to see. I feel freer. I’m a writer, you know?
Yes—your words teach me. Okay, let’s start hanging out online. I’m game.
My journey into online or virtual ethnography began with the invitation of Dee, a woman who identifies (and has been identified by others) as “autistic,” the “severe kind,” as she often clarifies. Our relationship began in 2010 when I became engaged in an offline ethnography focused on exploring the meanings and performances of disability, an area of scholarship that I remain committed to. My broader work attends to the discursive and bodily performances of ability and notions of competence (Lester, 2014), with a particular focus on reframing what comes to be counted as normative (Lester, 2012). Specifically, I was (and still am) interested in silence, the nonverbal, the ways in which the body and the nonverbal individual is read by the abled bodied (which includes me). In this work, I primarily engage with youth and adults who are described by others as “disordered,” with this “disorder-ed-ness” often (presumably) verified by nonverbalness. Throughout this work, I have learned much about communication, humanness, and what comes to be counted as competent, abled bodiedness. Lewiecki-Wilson’s (2003) words have deeply shaped my understanding and my own commitments as a researcher and community member, as I too recognize that “we [the majoritarian culture] often demand some verbal response from another as proof of their humanness” (p. 157). I have not been exempt from this ablelistic privileging in my work and recognize that dis/abled people “experience discrimination in various forms, often because of our different use of language and communication . . .” (Nelson, 2004, p. 1).
And so, with a disability studies perspective (Oliver, 1990, 1992, 1996) informing my work, as well as a growing awareness that my traditional understanding of how to do ethnography and be an ethnographer was being challenged by research participants like Dee, I began to examine the possibility of engaging in going digital. Scholars have noted the potential usefulness of internet-based interactions (as well as the limitations; Thackeray & Hunter, 2010), with such digital spaces creating new opportunities for disabled people to communicate and participate more with others (Rice & Katz, 2001). Dobbs (2009) stated that: Every [online] connection represents an opportunity to break stereotypes, exchange support and reduce isolation. Facebook also offers a free method of publicizing helpful disability organizations, books, products – and the people behind them. Advocates view it as a powerful tool for social change. Throw in the fact that it’s just plain fun, and suddenly you have a lively, integrated community that’s been hard to achieve in the physical world. (n.p.)
Indeed, Dee affirmed such sentiments, reminding me often that the future includes “cell phones rusting next to computers.” For her, “the internet has opened a world of work and satisfying personal relationships.” Thus, it was through her leading that I moved to begin to examine online lifeworlds.
My Positionality
I position myself as a subject who is negotiating, crafting, and recrafting multiple social locations (Fine, 1994) and locate the practice of reflexivity (Watt, 2007) as central to the research process (Aretxaga, 1997; Pillow, 2003; Tillman, 2002). Like postcritical ethnographers (Noblit et al., 2004), I recognize that I “exist within a critical discourse that in part makes” me “responsible for the world” that I produce in and through my description and interpretation (p. 24). In acknowledging such, I commit to turning back on myself, recursively unpacking the personal, professional, and political dimensions of my intersecting identities (Crenshaw, 1991).
I recognize that my own histories, privileges, and political and moral commitments have influenced what brings me to study disability, in general, and autism, in particular. As a former special education teacher, I maintain the credentials and training required to identify and teach disabled people. I have the power to label, name, and some might even say “fix” individuals with supposed abnormalities. I am, at times, troubled by my own power and normatively laced “ideological inheritance” (Kincheloe & Steinberg, 1993, p. 302) and have come to question the labeling of another person’s way of being as abnormal or deviant. Furthermore, I agree with Nadesan (2005) that disabled people often become: . . . sites for the operations of complexes of institutional practices and bodies of knowledge . . . whose socially marked forms of otherness do not preclude their ability to love and desire, to make some sense of their world, and to seek to act upon it in ways that promote their sense of well-being. (p. 179)
I recognize that these operations happen across time, space, place, and history.
In much of my work, I adopt a disability studies perspective (Barnes et al., 2002), orienting to the disabling effects of impairments as located in culture rather than solely being a natural consequence of impairments. This culture, I believe, often demands that people with nonnormative communication patterns speak regardless of their preferences—if they want to be included in society. Yet, Dee and others have taught me that there are a variety of ways in which disabled people push against communicative and social norms and expand how they participate in social life, quite often by tapping emergent technologies and participating in robust online communities. For instance, in my own ethnographic research, Dee has been explicit in sharing her need to type to communicate with peers, colleagues, doctors, family members—anyone willing to read. During some of our earliest interactions, she typed/shared, “I am nonverbal. I type. Listen. You will hear me.” Indeed, such understandings are lessons I continue to learn from teachers like Dee, as I (a somewhat late technology adopter) turn to digital spaces. As I do so, I aim to take up a reflexive stance that questions my own research practices, remains critical of romanticized notions of the digitized world, and rests in “the uncomfortable realities of doing engaged qualitative research” (Pillow, 2003, p. 193).
Theoretical Perspectives
In this article, I write about the fruitful possibilities and ethical dilemmas of “going digital” against the backdrop of the theory of affordances (Norman, 1999), which has been previously drawn upon to conceptualize the possibilities and limitations of digital tools within the qualitative research process (Paulus et al., 2014). In the late 1970s, Gibson (1977, 1979), a perceptual psychologist, wrote about the idea of affordances, which was later popularized by Norman in the 1980s. Originally, Gibson described affordances as being relationships that are not necessarily known or visible. Norman, who focused much of his pioneering work on human-centered design, conceptualized the idea of affordances as reflective of potential relationships between social actors and the objects they use. He suggested that with every new invention comes (a) an underlying conceptual model, (b) possible and actual uses of a device/invention as perceived by the user (i.e., perceived and “real” affordances), and (c) physical, cultural, and logistical constraints.
For example, an ethnographer conducting a virtual ethnography may spend a significant amount of time working within the space of a computer screen. Through this screen, they may be afforded access to particular communities’ actions—synchronously and/or asynchronously. In my own work, the screen affords me an opportunity to attend to all of the nuanced ways in which Dee represents her identities (e.g., posting pictures of herself typing to communicate) and also resists the prescribed roles that others afford her (e.g., posting a quote that challenges communicative competence as being found within verbal expression). There are a range of actions that an ethnographer might employ when working within the bounds of this screen, including typing, pointing a mouse, clicking the mouse, scrolling, taking a still image, and so on. Yet, physically there are limitations or constraints. For instance, it is not possible to drag the mouse off the screen and thereby access what is happening offline. Beyond such physical constraints, there are also cultural constraints bound within the very conventions used to build the screen that shape how the ethnographer interacts with the object. In other words, the object (i.e., the tool; which in this case is the internet)–subject (i.e., the researcher) relationship includes both possibilities and limitations—both of which are important considerations for the recursively reflexive researcher. In my own work, one benefit of this particular tool–subject relationship is that I have been able to “track” the changing ways in which Dee has represented her communicative abilities. For example, she recently began posting videos of herself independently typing her ideas, with these videos standing in contrast to previously posted videos where she engaged in supportive typing. However, recognizing that my understanding of these video posts was somewhat limited, I reached out to Dee via email to inquire further about her decision to begin posting videos of herself typing independently. We engaged in an email-based conversation about her decision and her perspective on how society conceptualizes authorship and communicative competence. In this way, I determined to shift the object–subject relationship, recognizing that the tool/internet had constraints. It is thus with a critical orientation to technology that I consider the process of going digital, as I assume that alongside new possibilities there are also constraints, many of which point to important ethical considerations.
Methodological Perspectives on Going Digital
As noted, the social world is now going digital, which in many ways places a demand on social scientists to seek to understand this changing, increasingly digitized society (Kozinets, 2010). While debates of old questioned whether virtual life is real, the majority of the literature now argues that people’s online and offline lives are no longer easy to distinguish, particularly as our everyday lives are becoming increasingly digitized (Garcia et al., 2009). As Markham (2017) noted: We carry the internet with us in our pockets. It can be woven into our clothing. Information from our voices, movements, and faces can be lifted into what we call the “cloud,” and combined with other data . . . The internet is so ubiquitous we don’t think much about it at all, we just think through it. (p. 650)
Indeed, new technologies are now “embedded, embodied, and everyday” (Hine, 2015), with a broad array of (contested and problematic) terminology, data sources, and methods emerging alongside this reality. Since the 1990s, qualitative researchers have drawn upon ethnographic methods to study online communities. Terms used to write about engaging in ethnographic work online have included virtual ethnography, cyber-ethnography, online ethnography, and digital ethnography, among others. Hine (2000, 2007, 2008) described ethnographies of online spaces as entailing “experiential rather than physical displacement” (Hine, 2000, p. 45). Kozinets (2006) discussed at length the ways in which virtual spaces can become a specialized form of ethnography, which he called “netnographies,” defined as: . . . ethnography conducted on the Internet; a qualitative, interpretive research methodology that adapts the traditional, in-person ethnographic research techniques of anthropology to the study of online cultures and communities formed through computer-mediated communications. (Kozinets, 2006, p. 135)
Dana boyd’s work is a particularly useful example of a virtual ethnography, as for over 2½ years she studied American teen’s participation on social network sites, such as MySpace and Facebook. She considered how teens’ participation facilitated their self-presentation and peer sociality. Much of her work highlighted how such spaces often function in class-based and racialized ways, describing the transition from MySpace to Facebook has been similar to the “white flight” (boyd, 2012) seen in schools and neighborhoods.
Across the literature, there have been ongoing debates and questions raised about the implications of ethnographers engaging with the digital. Markham (2017) summarized many of the key concerns, which include (in part) the following:
How might interviewing and observation work in entangled contexts of flow, exchange, and connection like Twitter or Instagram?
What standards or stances should one adhere to when considering the demographic identity or authenticity of participants in online spaces?
How might typical criteria for assessing quality or ethical parameters fail to adequately encompass the characteristics, vulnerabilities, and rights of participants in an epoch of anonymity, microcelebrity, photo filters, avatars, and self-branding? (adapted from p. 651)
Her questions point to concerns related to methods and methodology, as well as ethics, and highlight how going digital is always already flanked with difficult to navigate ethical dilemmas.
(Some) Ethical Considerations of Going Digital
Certainly, the ethics surrounding going digital are messy, particularly as technologies continue to shift the terrain around what counts as valid research, data, and research participants. In addition, while ethical issues are continually open to debate (Hammersley & Traianou, 2012), when it comes to emergent technologies, relatively few institutional ethics boards or professional bodies are familiar with the ethical dilemmas inherent to internet-based research (McKee & Porter, 2009). Markham and Buchanan (2015) pointed to some of the long-standing, ethical questions related to going digital, questions which move well beyond an ethics committee checklist. These questions included the following:
What counts as human and how might this definition shape our ethical decision-making process?
Who has the right to examine our online activities given they are publicly available?
Do companies have the right to conduct mass experiments on users of their technological platforms, and manipulate how users experience the platform?
Given current capacities to track, collect, archive, and analyze people’s digital traces, is it possible to protect or anonymize personal data?
What happens when participants want to be given credit for their participation in a research study?
How might we balance the need to protect participant privacy through anonymity with a competing request to ensure publicity through nonanonymity? (adapted slightly from p. 2)
These questions point to how digital spaces are contested and inevitably raise “sticky, or persistent ethical dilemmas for social researchers” (Markham & Buchanan, 2015, p. 4). While professional organizations and networks of researchers have sought to develop heuristics to think about the process of engaging in online research, the ethical terrain of “going digital” remains “sticky.” For instance, the Association of Internet Researchers (AoIR, 2012; franzke, Bechmann, Zimmer, & Ess, and the Association of Internet Researchers, 2020) ethical guidelines outline key principles for researchers. In these guidelines, the AoIR posed several critical questions specific to such digital research contexts, including (but not limited to) the following:
Where does the inter/action, communication, and so on under study take place?
What ethical expectations are established by the venue?
Is there a statement affiliated with the venue (chatroom, listserv, MOO or MUD, etc.) indicating whether discussion, postings, and so on are ethereal, logged for a specific time, and/or archived in a private and/or publicly accessible location such as a website, and so on?
Who are the subjects posters/authors/creators of the materials and/or inter/actions under study?
Beyond the guidelines provided by AoIR, some discipline-specific organizations have also recently sought to conceptualize key ethical issues related to going digital. Within these guidelines, as well as in the broader methodological literature, ethical considerations have tended to center on debates related to defining what counts as public versus private. This debate has been closely associated with concerns around privacy and whether online data should be treated as a text rather than data generated by human subjects.
Public versus private domain
A critical ethical consideration is whether a researcher does or perhaps more importantly should- orient to digital spaces as public or private contexts. This debate hinges on the very notion of privacy. Yet, the very notion of privacy has been positioned as problematic in the literature, because it has most commonly been conceived of as being a binary, that is, the public–private binary. Furthermore, the very question, what is public–private, has been described by some as the “wrong question,” specifically when recognizing that in a digital space, “one’s information is constant and public” and personal details are “globally distributed” in a “complex network” (Markham & Buchanan, 2015, p. 6). In addition, even in supposedly public spaces, many people participating in digital spaces expect privacy. For instance, Markham and Buchanan (2015) discussed a study conducted by Ikonomidis Svedmark and Nyberg which examined the perceptions of Swedish youth who posted revealing pictures online in their personal blogs. This work illustrated how youth viewed their online blogs as being more safe and private than sharing something in a paper-based form, such as a diary. That is, even when posting on a public space, the youth maintained expectations of privacy. Some scholars have thus argued that privacy should be conceived of as a continuum (Sveningsson, 2004), with McKee and Porter (2009) further arguing for a more nuanced understanding of private–public spaces.
Concerns around public versus private spaces have significant implications for whether and how a researcher pursues gaining consent. Gaining consent online has been frequently described as complex and problematic, particularly in spaces wherein anonymity is a built in feature of the space (e.g., chatrooms where participants use fake user names). In such spaces, whether an unknown participant is potentially vulnerable can be quite difficult, if not impossible, to determine. Furthermore, questions around whether informed consent may cause harm or even be impossible or counterproductive in such spaces must also be considered (Markham & Buchanan, 2015). McKee and Porter (2009) offered a useful heuristic for researchers to use when making decisions around informed consent. This heuristic connects concerns related to private–public domains, as well as topic sensitivity, degree of interactions between researcher and participant, and subject vulnerability. They argued that if you are studying a highly sensitive topic, with a great deal of interaction with the participants, among participants who are considered vulnerable, you likely to need to acquire consent, particularly if the digital space is viewed as private.
Texts versus people
The debate surrounding whether or not digital spaces should be treated as private or public is closely related to discussions around how to orient to data that are produced online. McKee and Porter (2009) noted that whether a researcher views online spaces as texts versus people shapes their ethical choices. For instance, if a researcher approaches an online discussion forum as text-based data rather than a space produced by people, the very process of gaining consent is transformed, as a text cannot give informed consent. However, while a researcher may anonymize this presumably public data carefully, any misstep in the anonymization process could “out” people who never agreed to such a public “outing.” Flanked with ethical dilemmas, many researchers have noted that online communities tend to be more welcoming to researchers who approach research in a transparent way, and there are a growing number of examples wherein researchers orient to a digital space as a text rather than first and foremost people (who just happen to be producing texts). In fact, Markham (2006) noted that many ethics board treat digital data as nothing more than public texts, thereby positioning it as outside of the informed consent process. Indeed, in my own work, my virtual ethnography work has been viewed as exempt because of the public nature of my data set. Regardless of the orientation one takes toward such spaces, McKee and Porter suggested that building trust with an online community should be pursued similarly to how one might build trust with an offline community. Accordingly, in my research, I have chosen to engage in an ongoing process of informed consent, while also sharing my interpretations and representations with Dee prior to sharing or publishing with the broader research community. This ongoing consent process means that I regularly check in with Dee regarding her participation in my research and willingness for me to continue studying her online representations. It also entails me sharing the ways in which I represent her life in publications given that my representations could very well compromise her anonymity, and, indeed, are always consequential (Anders & Lester, 2015).
Productive Possibilities of Going Digital
While indeed going digital brings with it ethical dilemmas, it also provides new affordances and possibilities for expanding how research is represented (Paulus et al., 2014), where and when research takes place, and, perhaps most importantly, who might participate in the research process. I briefly discuss (only) two of these intersecting affordances or productive possibilities of going digital.
Re-envisioning representations of the research process
Going digital has the possibility of expanding how research is represented and shared with the broader society. Moving away from paper representations opens up new possibilities for shaping how research is presented to others, who participates in shaping its representation, and the degree to which people outside traditional research communities engage with findings. From creating oral history documentation for the public to access (Howley, 2012) to producing websites wherein researcher and co-researchers/participants document the research process (Call-Cummings, 2015), online spaces afford new ways of representing findings and inviting the participation of the broader public. For instance, on Call-Cummings’ public website, her participatory action research study is represented with a variety of arts-based representations and text-based descriptions. In addition, each page includes an open comment feature where the public can post their thoughts. As another example, Efimova (2009) produced a blog that chronicled her research process wherein she posted video diaries and written texts sharing her emergent findings. She invited public comment with hopes of such comments shaping her research process. Conceivably, such commenting could include the thoughts and perspectives of research participants. More recently, scholars have been creating a space for a public dialogue on Twitter and Academia.edu in which the public, academics and nonacademics, are invited to offer comment and feedback on research ideas and scholarly writing. Examples such as these point to the possibilities of expanding who participates in shaping representations of the research process. In some ways, then, digital spaces create new possibilities for democratizing the representation process, while also producing the need to be thoughtful about who does and does not have access to the digital world and the risks inherent in making private lives public.
Citizen researchers and social movements
Notably, Fielding (2012) described how the internet and social media, such as Twitter and Facebook, are being increasingly leveraged by “citizen researchers” to better understand and solve everyday problems (para. 4). He defined “citizen researchers” as “people who have no social science qualifications or experience and who want to do research for purposes other than adding to academic knowledge” (para. 4), such as documenting neighborhood crime patterns or participating in political activism. Technologies, such as geo-referencing tools, online surveys, YouTube, and various websites, are making it possible for citizen researchers to carry out research in ways that were previously “controlled” by social scientists. And, indeed, a growing body of literature has pointed to the uses of social media in particular as a tool for activism (Chadwick & Howard, 2008), particularly as access to such sites has shifted from the elites to now include much of broader society (Poster, 2009). Recognizing such shifts, Fielding and others (Paulus et al., 2014) have called upon qualitative researchers to play a more active role in working alongside citizen researchers in creatively harnessing digital tools for the purpose of solving social problems. Alongside this call for expanding who participates in the research process, however, there is a growing body of scholarship that highlights the messy process of democratizing research, with such participatory efforts rarely being experienced as straightforward (Koo & Lester, 2014).
In my work around disability and identity, over the last several years, I have been following and learning from the #neurodiversity Twitter community. Figure 1 provides an example of tweet Dee made related to this movement.

An example of the #neurodiversity dialogue on Twitter.
While Dee was the one to first introduce me to the dialogue related to #neurodiveristy and redefining norms, I have since found it to be a space wherein everyday people are questioning and critiquing the ways in which “the pool of ‘normality’” has shrunk “to a mere puddle” (Wykes & Callard, 2010, p. 302)—a puddle that frequently excludes people different from the norm (read: neurotypical, verbal communicators). Furthermore, Dee’s tweets and Facebook posts around her preferred mode of communication (i.e., typing), illustrate well how who participates in defining good or appropriate modes of communication can be expanded to include people who use modalities other than aural-oral communication. Figure 2 is a tweet that Dee made which directly responded to questions about communication and autism more specifically. While autism has historically been defined from a deficit-based perspective, Dee’s tweets, with Figure 2 being only one among many, challenge this presumption and locate nonverbalness as an asset.

A tweet highlighting the value of nonverbalness.
With her very humanness often challenged due to her nonverbalness (Lewiecki-Wilson, 2003), Dee also uses sites like YouTube and her personal website to, as she said, “show others that communication is diverse.” Through her physical and visual showing, I would argue that her communicative performance serves to transgress the norms of communicative competence. To illustrate further, Figure 3 displays three screenshots from a YouTube video, in which Dee typed, “Sculpt yourself with intention.” This video was developed to display for others that (a) Dee does communication, and (b) the way she communicates may be “different from the norm,” yet “it is legit.”

Screenshots taken from a YouTube video where Dee engaged in supported typing.
Indeed, these types of technologies offer space for public debate, political mobilization, and opportunities to collect and make sense of data relevant to social problems. I suggest it is possible that such spaces can be leveraged as a means by which citizen researchers engage in the “battle ‘for truth,’ or at least ‘around truth’” (Foucault, 1980, p. 132), and wherein ethnographers might examine social life in novel, engaged ways.
Conclusion
Across the varied perspectives and practices related to virtual ethnographies, there is a growing acknowledgment that digital spaces (e.g., websites, Facebook, SecondLife) pose new, ethical challenges for ethnographers. As more and more researchers begin examining the everyday representations of targeted and marginalized populations in virtual spaces, it remains paramount to critically and reflexively examine the ethical tensions inherent to this type of methodological work. In going digital, there are no neutral digital spaces, and “sticky” and “persistent ethical dilemmas” are the norm (Markham & Buchanan, 2015, p. 4). Perhaps, then, an important place to begin is in turning back to research participants, following their lead and asking them about our next steps, as well as how the digital spaces they visit and produce should be viewed. In my own research, this turning back has remained a beginning place, as the early words of Dee directed me to the possibilities of going digital, while also cautioned against romanticizing these messy spaces. I conclude by returning to the words of Dee, crafted as a poetic representation, as these were the words which first pushed me to explore going digital and to make sense of the space that she claimed supported her “in finding words” and “living in community.” Stop talking and be. My defining label is autism—the Autism is not a bad thing. (By the way, I’m not a person with autism. I’m autistic. So please call me that.) So you want to know what autistic is? Before I tell you, let me settle two things. First, I’ve decided that you have autistics’ best interest at heart. You are safe. Welcome in. Second, are you sure you can stomach autism? You can? Well, flattery will get you everywhere. Welcome in. I would like you to visit my human shell. This is what you will find. I have a unique design. I can understand you. You probably can’t understand me. I’m not sure you care. Do you still want to stay? You are welcome, just be prepared. I’m irreverent. I no longer give effort to trying to convince others of my abilities, you included. Worthless cause, so I’ve learned. Let me continue, young gun. Yes, it is true. I’m nonsensical when I do speak. Senselessly repetitive, repetitive, repetitive. I can’t control it. . .I just start hearing my mouth say, “Oh my God” (my personal, ridiculous favorite). “Pig” “It’s raining” “Fire truck” “I don’t know” So yea, I understand why people walk away. So they call me nonverbal. Oh, and I don’t look normal. They used to call me profoundly mentally retarded. I even lived in a place for those people. I always went to a classroom for retards. I had many self-injurious proclivities. Plug your nose. . . I even smeared feces on walls when I got nervous. But then 1992 came along. That was the best year of my life. 1992. Everything changed. I even have that number on my email account. I love that year. They discovered I had intelligence in 1992. I was 19 years old. They taught me how to use the ever controversial Facilitated Communication. I know what the critics say. My response? Well, I can only speak for myself and will continue to do so. I am neither clueless, disabled, nor a victim. Hush and let me type. You think I’m a mess, but really I’m not. I used to be a mess. Now . . . the time has come for me to be. I inform the curious and hurtful nonbelievers that: I am at peace. I am happy. I am productive. Verdict is in—I am in here. You are welcome to visit. I just have one question. But, you, well I find you pure. I find you well intentioned. Maybe a bit troubled by your survivor’s guilt of neurotypicalness. But I let you in because you want to wrong the unfairness. I will leave the fight for social justice for us autistics to you. I trust you. I will continue to teach you the ways of autism. That will be my contribution to the world. But I request one thing in return for teaching you autistic ways. What can I do to be your friend? I wish to maintain our connection. Are you shocked? You thought autistics weren’t social. We are the next wave of evolution. Social just looks different. Cell phones rusting next to computers. Get it? Stop talking and be.
Footnotes
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